I have not updated this journal in almost a year. I can't believe they have not deleted my username. So sophmore year of college is here and two weeks in im ready to pack up and go home. Everyone I know has left or lives off campus. My parents never seem to be satisfied with my progress and are just pushing hard and harder. My friends have moved to columbia and for the first time i feel seriously depressed. I hate sitting here at school not doing shit. Im getting a peice of paper that says, "hey this guy took all this bullshit and payed a shit ton of money to get this peice of paper so have some pity and give the fucker a job." I feel so fucking useless, all i do is smoke and drink and the normal bullshit. I can't do this shit too much longer without breaking down. I do not know what else to type, so im logging off.
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